I am so excited. this weekend i am going home to play hockey (finally). what is even more sweet is two of my floormates are coming home with me. liz and danielle are coming to visit for the weekend, to visit SUNY Brockport for one of there friends, to hang out with me and my friends and to watch me play hockey. I think it is going to be a blast and so do they so it will be a good weekend, plus i can go home without really missing anything. And 2 of my friends (1 is my roomate) are from rochester also, so we might hang out with them. so all in all it is gonna be a killer weekend.

Recently my girlfriend and i have broke up. The distance and temptations from our locations have caused us to drift from each other. I am sorta of torn on my feelings, because i cared for her but i know that it was not going to last and i feel relieved. The break-up wasnt that bad, except for her crying, but now it is getting ridiculous. She has already started going out with her ex-boyfriend, which i really dont care about, and she still calls me. Now maybe it is me but when i break-up with someone i dont call them everyday. And that isn't the worst part, she still says "i love you" to me and gets mad when i dont say it back. Now maybe its just me again but i find that messed up, so if you have any words of advice leave me a comment because this is the most screwed up thing ever.

well its been three weeks and everything here in Cortland is pretty good. My roomates and floormates are amazing and im developing close friendships with a lot of people. College is more than i expected i think. Not only am i learning and doing things i enjoy while learning but i am having fun as well. Don't get e wrong i had fun in high school but this is a different kind of fun. The fun i have here is controlled by me. I control my time and do what i want, like in the middle of the week i can go out and play football, or go to a movie or party or just stay in and hang out. But in high school the only time i had complete freedom to do what i wanted with no stipulation was the weekend. So if anyone is worried about college or dont think it will be a good time, dont be. College is everything high school was and more.

I think i am going to lose my mind. i have been here for three weeks now and in those three weeks i haven't gotten to play hockey. I went home one weekend to play but we didnt have a game and this past weekend i was supposed to go home and play but i had no way home. Even if i dont play i want to go home to get my equipment just so i can fool around with it and keep it fresh. This weekend i might go home to play and next weekend is the championship. So soon, i hope, i will be on the ice. Hockey is my passion and three weeks is way to long to go without doing what you love.

Well i've ran out of personal blogs right now so i'll talk about addictions. I don't mean addictions to drugs, alcohol and tobacco, i'm talking about the worst addiction ever and that is to playstation. When you can't stop playing a game and when you're not playing you're thinking about playing and how to beat it. I thought i was bad when SOCOM 3 came out, which is a navy seals war game, but i have just been introduced to Guitar Hero. Guitar Hero is a spin off of Dance Dance Revolution except so much better. In Guitar Hero you play the guitar to classic rock songs and can unlock things like new guitars, skins and songs. I turned this game on and i was hooked and so is everybody that plays it. I'm hoping that it doesn't interfere with my college work. I'm pretty sure i have enough control but it does get pretty intense in my dorm while we're all playing it. Please if you know what I'm talking about subscribe to this blog and give me some of your thoughts.